instinctively feel like brittany wallace is
'out to get me'

what is going to happen to me,
in general

vague concern regarding 'middle to old' age

feel like i should unsarcastically enjoy a sunset
or a breeze or something

also feel like brittany wallace maybe thinks i am
'simply' a "tao lin rip off"

whatever happens to me
i think i just want to accept it and
move on